Overview
- The Heisers plan to travel to Namibia for the first time since selling their farm in February 2025 and starting over in Poland.
- Anna says they installed irrigation, planted wheat, corn and peanuts, expanded land, grew charcoal production, opened to tourism, joined hunts, worked for neighbors and negotiated with the bank, yet it still was not enough.
- The family has not decided whether to pass their former property, with Gerald open to visiting and Anna warning it could be too painful for her and their children.
- She describes their adjustment as a process that feels like grief, noting a January marked by gratitude as well as difficult swings.
- Reflecting on the past, Anna writes that they fought to the last moment for a dream that was her husband's and gradually became her life.